Defessus

Somewhere between then and now, I got tired

My life’s centric purpose went from you to me

There was hope for I went from excessive running to eating three meals a day

I went from coffee every morning to only when I felt like I needed the caffeine

Yet I am still tired

I went from not knowing what I wanted to knowing who I was with you

I went from reading between the lines to the end of the chapter

And I am tired

I have only felt better from all of this

Yet I am still tired

I know I am capable of healing but I need to sleep some more first

I was always the anchor to the boat while we waited for what was lost to arrive again

I am so tired

I am so tired of chasing this

And no one can heal when they are this sleepy