Navigating life and all of the significant moments based on the inner monologue and obsessive thoughts pertaining to the growing mind of a 23-year-old woman.

I started writing in 2018 after losing someone to suicide. My perception of life’s value changed fiercely; I developed a new perspective on how I love others and how I teach myself. Writing became an outlet to keep myself to my word—a place to reflect, question, and navigate the difficulties and jubilation of growing up. I write to bring comfort to the intimidating feelings of change. Whatever that means to us, I hope we find a friendly sympathy between our feelings.

Personal Essays of Lessons and Impressions

My desire to write about whatever is nagging in my mind followed the significant growth and development I felt from changing perspectives and adapting values. Whether these posts are about my infatuation or desperation, I try to articulate the rawness and essence of my thoughts, feelings, and actions. Writing about my life has taught me to indulge and synthesize the life I continue to experience.

These words are Side Effects of My Never-Resting Conscience

I observe. As a young woman, I am so aware of my surroundings and how I play a role in society. As someone who values love, I am constantly learning and adapting. And as a human, I am always constructing a thought or opinion on what is happening around me. I question and dig at concepts that I feel people, including myself, often look past or ignore because we feel alone in our own emotions.

The beauty of Self-Expression is what you choose to come of it

Creating something is one of the finest and most articulate forms of expression. I see such delicacy in self-expression, and I hope that delicacy is shown in my work. I got to know myself, who I am, why I am the way I am, how I feel things, and why I act the way I act. I discovered and nurtured a lot of this self-establishment through my writing. I hope that these snippets I share become a new way to reveal myself to the world around me and let me find the beauty in connecting with others. Connection is what comes of creativity, and it is something every single human desires.

“The night was perfect in the most mundane and calming way. The mist covering the street lamps and all the cars made the night seem like it was lying still for decades before us. The only things that felt alive were us and the slowly dissipating droplets from the sky. As I stood in the middle of the road, I let him hold me. I felt it, I felt the feeling that he would always be the one to hold me, his embrace was the kindest I had ever felt. I knew how much he loved me, and for that reason, I fell in love with him even more. To be with him is to be the best version of myself”.