Navigating life and all of the significant moments based on the inner monologue and obsessive thoughts pertaining to the growing mind of a 22-year-old woman.

I started writing in 2018 after I lost someone to suicide. My perception of life’s value and meaning fiercely changed, and I developed a new perspective approaching how I love and understand others and how I love and teach myself. Writing became an outlet to keep myself to my word, where I reflect, question, and navigate the difficulties and jubilance of learning, loving, and growing up. I write about these things to bring comfort into the intimidating feelings of change; whatever that means to me or you, I hope we find friendliness between feelings and sympathy.

Personal Essays of Lessons and Impressions

My desire to write about whatever is nagging in my mind followed the significant growth and development I felt from changing perspectives and adapting values. Whether these posts are about my infatuation or desperation, I try to articulate the rawness and essence of my thoughts, feelings, and actions. Writing about my life has taught me to indulge and synthesize the life I continue to experience.

These words are Side Effects of My Never-Resting Conscious

I observe. As a young woman, I am so aware of my surroundings and how I play a role in society. As someone who values love, I am constantly learning and adapting. And as a human, I am always constructing a thought or opinion on what is happening around me. I question and dig at concepts I feel people, including myself, often look past or ignore because we feel alone in our own emotions.

The beauty of Self-Expression is what you choose to come of it

Creating something is one of the finest and most articulate forms of expression. I see such delicacy in self-expression, and I hope that delicacy is shown in my work. I got to know myself, who I am, why I am the way I am, how I feel things, and why I act the way I act. I learned and conquered a lot of this self-establishment through my writing. I hope that these snippets I share become a new way to reveal myself to the world around me.

The purity of self-expression is something our world can benefit from. We lack love in the world today, and we can only love one another if we, as individuals, express how we learn, love, and live ourselves. I believe that my writing improves the ways in which I love myself and the people around me. Putting my thoughts into words validates my existence to others and strengthens the impact others have on me.

“There is purity and tranquility to the diminutive moments of life, reminding us to breathe because moments come and go, people come and go, a certain purpose has new paths, and love can run out of free trials, which is exactly why I must remind myself to breathe. Take a breath of the moment, of the person's air you are with, a breath of love, passion, and purpose. Of course, I know that there are so many people on this earth taking breaths for not just themselves but also breathing for you”.

“The night was perfect in the most mundane and calming way. The mist covering the street lamps and surrounding cars made the night seem to be lying still for decades before us. The only things that felt alive were us and the slowly dissipating droplets from the sky. I let him hold me as I stood in the middle of the road. I felt it; I felt the feeling that he would always be the one to hold me; his embrace was the kindest I had ever felt. I knew how much he loved me, and in that exact moment, for that exact reason, I fell in love with him just a little more”.